Well I have finally went back to work... I am working Monday thru Saturday, I am so so so glade to be going back to work, i mean dont get me wrong i have loved every sec of the day i have spent with my son since he been born Ive been gettin the baby blues i think and gettin stressed from being home 24/7 and the only time ive been gettin out is when i go to our doc's app, and grocery shopping thats about it oh we all went out and had couple drinks last month and mom watched ross or corey mom had.. Gas is so high and i rather spend my money on my son then gas..
My hours will be monday thru friday 9 to 4 and Miss Tiffani will watch him for a hour in half cause corey will be home then leaves for work after 2 and i will be only 15 mins away like no joke and Saturday will be 8 to 1 then go home and chill then go back 4 to 7 or 8 i think so corey will have him saturday or mom will if he has to work but he only had 1 wkd off this month.. I miss ross so much since i have been workin this wkd and today, I feel so awful leaving him, like i feel like a bad mom going to work and feel bad for corey watchin him lol i dunno why but corey loves it.. Corey hasnt really got to spend any time with him, he has been workin over ten hours and wkds since he has been born so he dont get home till like lil after 2am and ross is already in bed and ive been doing nite feedings since he works and he usually so wore out poor baby :( and he dont get up till around 12 then he has to get ready and go back to work and he does one feeding and usually ross takes hiz nap after that(i take that back when ross was born he got to stay home for a week with us).
This is gonna be hard not seeing corey :( but there work is fixin to be slowing down there running out of shipments so the next couple of weeks he wont be workin as much so he can spend time with lil man.. Corey loves it, he said today he put him in the swing and he watched them play the xbox for a hour and he said ross was just playin with his tongue, he has learned how to put his feet together and play with them so he was doing that. Saturday was the 1st time he got to see ross smile and laugh in person, corey said it just melted his heart :) he is such a good daddy, usually the only way he gets to see him smile is when i take pics and send it to him at work :( Im glade corey has got to spend time with him maybe going to work and him slowin work down will be good so he can spend time wit him...
Ross loves bath time so so so much.. When he starts gettin fussy at nite i will give him a bath and he will stop cryin once he hits that water and starts playin. He learned that when he kicks his feet he makes splashes and he just smiles so big when he does it, thats when he learned how to but his feet together, i usually let bath time last along time so we stay in the water about 10 mins or when its starts gettin cold and boy he hates it when he gets out lol gotta give him extra loving time lol.. He is such a good baby! He was gettin a lil colic with the drop in bottles so i changed to the mams and there the best bottles every!!!!!! the bubbles just disappear in like 10 secs they have some kind of vent thing and its really cool and they helped with his colic where he aint got it any more, i started puttin gas drops and rice stuff in his bottles now, he was drinkin 6oz and he wuld spit it all up it seemed like so i started doing that and he dont spit up hardle any and he acts fuller now and he drinks almost 4 1/2 oz now. I had got alot of mommy help makin sure rice would be a good and okay for him and it wouldnt hurt him and some moms start feedin there kids with rice by spoon when they was 2months. My mother said its a awful thing giving a baby rice that young and he will lose weight and wont eat any cause he will feel full and wont eat the rest of his bottle and she just threw a big fit about it... I love my mom to death but it just makes me so damn mad, her gettin so upset what i do with him when she wanted me to abort him it just breaks my heart thinkin about it. (startin to get some tears) I just dont understand how u can abort a baby, we got in some big fights about that, my brother had to break us up couple times then i finally moved out with corey and never looked back. We didnt talk for the longest time it seemed like and if we did it was about work. I just dont understand how she can be all about him and worry about him so much and when she 1st found out she didnt want him to be here sayin it would be to hard for me.. oh man i have to change the subject its breakin my heart, we wasnt a mistake either and i think that pisses her off to, me wantin to start a life wit corey and have a baby..... :(
But i figured i would get on here and let some steam off and i feel so much better... shew.! Now i gotta get this house clean why lil man is asleep cause im going to bed early and my phone is pretty much in the grave yard today. oh well :) We have a house phone now. I dont know why we didnt get one sooner, i guess me bitching and running to mom all the time started gettin to corey... :)
<3 No one is perfect and everyone has flaws but in my eyes its perfect, we have road blocks but it just makes us a stronger family :)
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