I'm gonna be 32 wks this Thursday, Ive been so busy its been unreal. Ive been trying to wash all of Ross outfits and i cant get all of them done. Seems like i get one bag done i have more people buy.. so far i have 2 basket full of his outfits and 8 more full gift bags to do.. SHEW! But I'm gonna start doing his blankets next. My Mooooods are every where, i cry all the time n i hate everything. I'm to the point where when i stand up its so hard to walk, with my back n him being so low. Dr. pippin is worried that Ross is pinching on my nerves or Ive done something to my back. What else... We r gonna start doing ross room next month, we are gonna put hard wood floors in and paint and decor his room with baseball and everything. My mother is so great at that. she so crafty and im sooo not.
Next subject is my house. My house is so messy, i think were i have all of ross stuff in two rooms and i cant even walk in one of the rooms and where i keep getting stuff n i been working over 40hrs now i dont have time to clean.. I have 3 boys that live there most of the time. Well one lives there all the time but gary n tim stay there all the time, and boys are just messy and sloppy. But i say its better then living in a house with a guy that has OCD. id prolly die. We are puttin the christmas tree up since gary bday is this thursday. we always wait after but i waited til this week.. I was going to do a theme like pink n silver n thought.... hmmmm i best not. i want a christmas like i grew up with and ross can. Mom has all the ones we made from school on the tree, my cheerleading ones, if we went on a trip she always grabed ornaments, So Mom was watching her favorite person Martha and she made some cute ornaments with pics in so we are gonna do one with the usound of ross :) im excited and me n corey. Me and mom are gonna go threw ornaments today the ones i want to put up on our tree, She made sure i take the tree and keep it lol. its my leaning tree. i love it.! Me and Corey has always put up the christmas tree for 3 yrs now this is our 5th year. So I cant really say its our 1st christmas together cause every year we was talking around this time and we have been off and on for 4 or 5 yrs, But i love him to death our 1 year of being a "couple" we decided will be Jan 14th, Corey is a very real person which i love! He will not sugar coat nething unless he knows it will be better for him hehe. Me being Pregnant has made our relationship very strong. Me n Corey love fighting!!! We could fight over a shoe in the floor, we would tally up scores on who wins the most. But since ive been pregnant i cant handle it. So me fussing is about it. but if i state something oh boy he has to be right.. we argue about it until i get really mad n tell him what ever or just to shut up! Lol.. He is prolly the only guy ive dated that really gets me. but he knew what i was like and how i acted and he knew how to comfort n all that stuff for me before we even thought about dating in december! He has known every thing about me for yrs, I love it!! And i had told him i wanted a child in he made it happen! I love him for that. I have wanted a child for yrs! And when we got together i knew it was time. Yea this will be the hardest thing to raise a child and yes we will have problems down the road but that what makes us strong.! Ive been scared that ill love and pay so much more attention to Ross and forget about corey but corey said babe we will be a family! I think im gonna take a week or 2 wks off. im gonna pay my car off in may then ill slow work down. Having a son will push me to go to school and be a lpn and by then ill have my school money from my dad, Im hoping in 2 yrs i will be ready. When dads money comes in im gonna build a house and but the trailer on the other side of our land in ill rent it out. Mom has been giving me good ideas. I just can not wait nemore longer for ross.. I know it wont be healthy and there so many risk i have to keep reminding myself that.
Christmas....
